I'm Sitting Here at 3:25 AM

I'm Sitting Here at 3:25 AM;

As the title suggests, i'm sitting here at 3:25 AM. What am I doing ? Well I'm blogging. Why am I blogging ? Well that's personal.

I Just caught up with one of my old friends from Sri Garden and found out he's not single anymore, same goes for the rest of my classmates from my year when i was still attending Sri Garden. Nearly every one of them have found someone they like or are currently dating. I'm left hanging here. Single for 2 years ? Not a good sign. My mom, she calls me a fag. I know, cool right ?

What does it take for us guys to show the girls, how we really feel. We may not show it in the best way but at least we try. We try harder and harder each time. We try hard so that we know, the girls we love and cherish can sleep soundly at night knowing that there's someone out there for them.

This quote came from a great friend, whom I respect and will miss;

It's not how many girls you date, how long you date her or bullshit like that. It's the love you show her, deep inside. The love shown to a woman like only a man could.

Sheila, I have still loved you all these years, when will you see this I don't know but know this; I'll forever be waiting

Ian Goh

The Insomnia Begins

The Insomnia Begins;

First things first, I bet no one's going to read this. I'll just put it up. It's about that "special" matter. The one we all strugle to handle;

1. ) Call all of your friends - even the ones you may have ignored during your recent relationship and make plans immediately. Now is not a good time to be alone.

2.) Vent when the need arises. Good friends will let you take out the photo album (again) and cry (again) and rant (again) and they'll still love you.

3. ) Allow yourself time to grieve. If you don't let yourself wallow in self-pity for a while and mourn the good times lost, your heart may harden to future relationships and love.

4. ) Realize that this sadness will pass.

5. ) Distract yourself with fun once you're tired of mourning. Movies, sports, classes or anything that will take your mind off things

6. ) Indulge yourself when you're feeling lonely.

7. ) Begin dating again when you're ready. Have friends set you up, and go to all those parties you might skip on normal occasions.

8. ) Analyze what went wrong in the relationship

9. ) Remember the good aspects of the relationship (there must have been some), and then get excited about the new direction your life is suddenly taking.

10. ) I still am in love with you Sheila.

Ian Goh